A weekend in Berlin

Hello hello again. It hasnt been so long since my last blog, I hope you are not sick of me already. This is my last week of work, which should be a sad, reflective occasion, but I cannot help but feel pure excitement for the next few weeks of my life. 4 weeks and 4 days until Morocco, 13 days until America, 9 days until Ireland and living it up in Germany in the meantime. So much to look forward to.

Last weekend I had a little bit of a reunion in Berlin with some people that I studied abroad with in Bonn. The strange thing about seeing everyone from Bonn over the past few months is that it feels like no time has passed. We all have this mutual experience that literally did BONNd (lol) us together. This time when I said bye to everyone, it wasnt even a sad thing, it just makes me excited to see everyone grow up and where/when we'll see each other next (although admittedly I am recruiting people to visit me in Morocco).

I havent gone back to the city of Bonn, I think its like a break up, I just have to remove myself from the situation for now. It would be too much for me to bear to see the city that changed me so much without the people that I love there. As if to solidify to me, once again, that the year abroad will never be recreated. That being said, someone DID brave those emotions and went to Bonn. I bring this up because he stayed with a coordinator of the program. He was a little older than us, but besides just coordinating events and things, his job also is to become friends with us. So Ryan stayed with him and somewhere over the weekend Sebastian told him that no group before us or after us has managed to become such good friends as we did and stay in touch as much as we have. It just goes to show what a lottery of a year abroad experience I got. Not only the language, not only the city, not only the year, not only the people, but all of it combined. And here we were, a year and a half later, celebrating the country that brought us all together.

Another surreal factor of this trip was the fact that none of us had to book any hostels because we have enough friends that live in Berlin. Now that is strange. I have more friends in Berlin than most cities in the US. Most of us, myself included, have already been to Berlin, which is actually a big advantage and Ill tell you why. Germany is a place with a very heavy history, and Berlin more than other places really shows its scars. Between both world wars and the cold war happening in the past century, everywhere you turn in Berlin there is some sort of memorial that as a tourist you feel obligated to visit. Everyone who studies German feels the need to visit these concentration camps and memorials and historical buildings, but its really really really nice to be able to enjoy the city without needing to see those things. Not to say it isn't extremely important, but it really brings down the mood to have to see those sites all weekend. Since we had all seen those memorials before, there was less pressure to do the touristy things and we got to have a more relaxing, lighthearted weekend.

I know that last post was all about "I love Bavaria" but man let me tell you; I LOVE Berlin. Berlin: the city of a million ethnicities slowly melting into each other. Berlin: the city where you take a subway (or ubahn for all of you german lovers) to one stop and you are next to government buildings and then you take it one more stop and its a vibrant, hipster paradise and you take it one more and its a sort of grey-blocked neighborhood reminding you of the communist time not-so-long-ago, one more stop and you are being towered over by the pillard, grecian buildings of Humboldt University. It is actually extremely disorienting. There is no downtown, there are 9-sort-of-city centers. 70 Christmasmarkets. Berlin looks dirty and maybe dangerous at first glance, but after the weekend, it seems like the whole world is at your fingertips. If you want the "german experience" you may find some trace of it in Berlin, but it seems to be taken over by this alternative society where each individual person has multiple national identities. Berlin is the perfect place for someone in their mid 20s to live. A way to figure yourself out personified in a city. And cheap enough too. Cheaper than Hamburg at least, although that is hardly saying anything.

Hamburg is really nice, but after the two weekends I just had, its not a place that I would ever live long-term. That being said, I am really thankful for being here. I get free housing and all the attention is on me as the only intern. I have a great work environment. You probably dont care about this, dear reader, but Im only saying so that you dont think Im sitting in bed crying for not being in Berlin or Munich. I love it here and I love my experience here. Au Revoir for now, but Im sure you will hear from me soon